Thursday, December 7, 2006

My thoughts

This is not going to be what I normally post. It's just what I have been feeling . My fruitless effort to try ,and make a little money, at something that is way over my intelligence level, nevertheless I will keep this up. If not for the dollar, but for my badly bruised self-esteem, I'm not using the word "ego" on the account that I really never had an "ego" to work with, My sisters, and there anti-male friends seen to that, when I was just about at that age, when a young man starts growing into his ego, and it took a brutal beating, so I never really developed one.
well anyway enough of that bruising story about my "ego" Now where was I, ah yes, my fruitless efforts to try and make money on my blogs, well since I am basically a rookie at this blog thing, and the ways of editing Html. I can not understand just how to promote my site well enough to get any notice. I can tell this by my site counter, a mere 38 visitor's in 2 weeks, SUCK--SESS.I think not. But maybe one day I will learn all the ways of the pros. I understand that no one becomes a blogger salesmen overnight, But the way I am learning how, I fear that the only direction that I am going is to be an example of what not to do, in a class on how to create a blog that is the envy of the blogging world. and of course by now you can tell, that I failed English most tragically. I find it ironic that I would try to do something that takes a skill that I don't possess. But what the hell, I had to try, So all you English professors be kind when you talk to others about my blog, remember if you cant say anything nice,. OOOOO go on, talk as bad as you like, I am around to hear it anyway, But if you have a commit for me, please don't be to condescending. well that's all I have, I made myself sound ignorant enough, have a good day.